Um ya its a song I wrote, with all the sh** going on in my life right now I had to let it all come out. I'm still trying to find where I fit it, with my new group who took me in warm heartedly or with my other group who i could be talking to a brick wall and would get something better out of the wall than the people. I still love and care for my group but how can I be there for them if they aren't there for me half the time. My new group is now constantly by my side...maybe I'm just needing better attention? I am not sure...things aren't the same at my other group and they aren't the same at home either... So I write songs which have crap a$s lyrics and post them on here to see if any one else can relate. Being left out, ignored, and pretty much not talked to, that and it sounds as if they are getting along great with out me any ways, any more of this is not healthy for me, I have to constantly be around someone because if not I get seriously depressed by staying at home all the time with my family *THAT IS DEFINATELY NOT HEALTHY IN THIS CASE!* I want to be somewhere else with one of my pals on the weekends besides at my home doing absolutely nothing but sitting infront of the TV or computer...I had a taste of sugar and now I have diabetes if any one catches that metaphore good! Peace out everyone tell me what you think yes even if it does sound like S**t

<3Tia

P.S. this might be the last thing I post I have no idea...NO FREAKIN STEALING MY STUFF FIENDS I'LL EAT YOU ALIVE AND FEED YOU TO THE DA AUTHORITIES IF I FIND THIS ANY WHERE ELSE WITH OUT MY EXSCLUSIVE PERMISSION!